to say the truth... idk how my mind works i mean why do i feel so down.. idk why i hate the word 'idk' but i used it dam many times alr i guess tis is the word to hide wats deep in ur heart i mean something that u dun wanna express it out to let others see.. sometimes.. i juz wanna talk to someone and the someone would forget wat i said and would comfort me but i noe its bad to do tat cuz ppl hav to help u kip secrets and make them feel bad and wat if they dun like it or spread? or hate u cuz some funny reasons? i dont know.. i dont know.. idontknow... felt like shit RAAWRR lol

yea, i noe its useless to say all these feelings cuz i noe it wont help..how i wish i could juz feel happy automatically.

Failed.. yea la failure is a step to success but i just feel so far away from it.. why.. yea hav to go through hardships and all.. i always say that to ppl but when its my turn to feel this way, i dont know how to face. i noe it but idk how to do it forget it i juz dont know i've changed hate these unwanted changes but wat can i do yea i noe.. u may say.. i can control one rite.. pls.. i juz dk and i hate myself for that its now 1.30 from 1.05 till now i've been wasting my time staring at the stupid comp. im sorry comp, hav to scold u when ur slow but nvr praise u when ur gre8.. i noe ur a little ill these few days.. im sorry for making u so tired gotta let u rest soon. thank u for making me felt beta.. but im still feelin like *beep* hahaha

sometimes the 'hahaha' juz hid something from the ppl around u. cuz u wan them to noe ur happy cuz u wan them to noe tat ur strong cuz u wan them to noe ur not sad cuz u dun wanna tink tat ur feeling down and dun wan them to care cuz u juz dun wana be cared or can i say that u dun wan them u waste their 'precious' time on u, the time they use to plae their ****** game, the time to chat with their friends, the time to surf fb, the time to watch some vids.. the time that they spend doing the unnecessary things.. like me.. i've spend the whole week doing nth not literally nothing but its juz some unnecessary things and things like entertainment activities.. hate myself forget it and strive to success with all ur best LIME! i noe u can do it if u want.. everyone is like tat and everyone is.. unique! jiayous lime! no discouragement allowed or u'll be disqualified to succeed goodbye and go to bed now or u'll... get it. fromm... me! haha lol am i tokin to myself? dumb.. u are.. alrights nitex and slp now lime cyas guyz :D